Today in the work bathroom I didn’t unzip my pants all the way and when I pulled them down the zipper ripped really loudly like a big loud zipper-fart. I tried to flush the toilet The injustice of it all.

I’ve had this Reiki charged candle,  that I’ve been hanging onto for a year, called “Laughter” and held the lighter with my friend as we lit in and chanted the mantra that came with it. Some real Practical Magic shit as she pointed it out. I need more of that in my life. Not magic, but some happy laughter thoughts. 

Also I’ve watched 8 episodes of Girls in a row because my sense of self is crumbling. 

I just saw a posting for a job as a writer so I’m going to go apply to it because I can’t stand not doing what I love. Wish me luck.

ciao i love you